The weekend

So this weekend I fell off the wagon! The diet went totally out of the door, and so did the savings! But I had soooooo much fun doing it!  I went to the Brad Paisley Concert Friday night in Hamilton and from there we drove to Niagra Falls for the night.  We got up had breakfast (and let me tell you it tasted soooo goood!) and than went to the outlet and did some shopping! Once I came home, I went and hung out with Jeannie where I endulged in some yummy cheesy bread and mederterain ordorvs! So I couldnt help myself.  Im doing a cleanse today though so hopefully that will get me back on track! But the savings well it went down hill again Jeannie and I spend the day shopping today, but it was great I needed some estrogen time especially with Jeans!  So I guess back to the grind, gym tomorrow, and savings! Tomorrow is a brand new day!

updating

I guess its been awhile since I've posted a blog.  Lately I'm feeling a mix of emotions.  It feels like there is people in my life who dont want to see me happy.  Almost like to keep me down, so I'm down on myself.  I dont get a lot of things or understand a lot, I try to justify everyones actions but I cant do it, it just brings me down, and I cant move on with my life with those kind of people in it.
Im still working out, following the meal plan as best as I can, Im down about 6lbs 10 inches.  so far so good.  The money saving is awsome! Yesterday I was at the mall and I really wanted this cute pair of work out shoes and this new hoodie, but I didnt get it knowing Im saving, it was really hard for me, but who knows hopefully at my end of this weight loss journey I will go on a big shopping spree!

a little frustrated

So this morning I got up and got on the scale I was feeling frustrated cause I worked really hard all week and only seem to do be down 3 pounds or so, I know its only been a week so I measured myself, and I seem to be down around 10 inches so thats a good things right? I wish the weight would just come right off its so frustrating.  Its easy to get on but a pain to get off.  I have my trainer today so that should lift my spirits up.a bit more.  I guess when I started this program I thought I would be down all this weight right away.  Im doing pretty much everything right.  I guess we will wait and see....

first few days

So its been a few days now that Ive been on Isagenix, and it was a tough few days, The protein shakes were great, but I felt hungry in the afternoons mostly and I think thats because I realized how much I enjoyed snacking through out the day.  Even though those snacks were the greatest for you I enjoyed them.  I did have some veggie sticks though to get me through which seemed to help.  Today is my cleanse day though, and surprisingly I have been fine.  Tomorrow I have my trainer again so I'm looking forward to that.

Last night was date number 3 with John, such a sweet guy! Opens the car door for me, laughs at all my corny jokes and constantly telling me how beautiful I am!  Its a nice change thats for sure.

The begining!

So today is day 1 of my start of Isagenix.  It didnt go so bad the protein shakes were ok, my body is definitley use to snacking, so I was trying to keep myself busy all day so I didnt snack!  Hopefully in a few more days my body will get use to it and I will be fine. I than of course met with Tara and had a training session, went pretty good, except she kicked my ass! Which is a good thing though right?  Im starting to feel good about the way things are going in my life.   I just have to keep those positive thoughts coming and positive things come!

On my way!

Ok so, today was a big day for me! I had my first session with my personal trainer Tara...shes amazing!  She already had me running! I told her I want to learn to run but felt uncomfortable doing so, she put my ass on that treadmill and had me do so.  we set goals for next week, Monday I have to go to a cyclefit class and a gravity class, I than see her on Wednesday!  Im so looking forward to it.  I felt great after today!
Also today I signed up for Isagenix a cleansing system that helps get rid of all the toxins in our body.  I'm so excited to try it, I've heard so many success stories and with this and my work out I'm sure I will be at my goals in no time!
I also started my savings program today, instead of mason jars though I decided to go get pencil cases so I can keep it all in my safe-just in case!
Im looking forward to my new year new me! I just hope that I didnt take on too much too soon.

Operation kick my ass into gear begins!

Ok so today is Tuesday, and its already started, I have my trainer on Friday and I am so pumped.  Plus Im soon going to start the Isagenix program I can not wait!
A part of me is hoping that I make sure that this works, I want to kick it to my stupid ass Big Brother... who is constantly putting me down, especially when it comes to my weight! Meanwhile he's like pushing 300 pounds I mean really your going to put me down??? He's a douche anyways, no idea what the hell his problem is, its like he's so unhappy with his life that he has to make everyone else unhappy.  Enough is enough really. Not to mention so socially retarded...you know he likes to think he's funny and says the stupidest things but really he's not. You think him being 34 years old he would grow the hell up, but nope! And of course he cant tell me what his problem is, he just has to constantly put me down! I'm tired of it.  I'm also tired of no one saying anything, I know I can stand up for myself, but really it would be nice for others to stand up for me as well.  Its the worst feeling in the world, when he's making me feel so bad about myself and everyone just sits there and listens to it.  But he's a bully its like everyone else is afraid to say something to him..... but I'm hoping that his voice in the back of my head will keep me motivated to stick to my goal....I dont get it, he's like worst than a woman with his mood swings, last year he was find with me, even when Kris and I broke up he told me he was happy that I ended things, when I bought his car he wanted to make sure I had enough money to get home...and now Thanksgiving and Christmas he starts to make me feel bad about myself....
Im not trying to make others feel bad about it, Im just ranting this is what a blog is for! He bothers me.  What in the world could I have possibly of done to make him hate me so much?

My New Years Resolution

So here I am sitting here on January 4 1010.  Ive decided to start a blog about my crazy life.  After being inspired by a childhood friend and talking to my best friend earlier Jeannie, I thought it would be neat to record all my crazy dating stories, and all other life stories.  Ive been single now for over 3 years and have had some interesting dates, and I wish I started this 3 years ago so I can look back and giggle at just how crazy life can be. 
So here is my New years resolution - I'm 29 going to be 30 come May 1.  I have 5 months that I would like to loose 40 pounds and Im willing to push it till June for my best friend Sandras wedding! But I want too look great for both! Also - Im trying this whole financial planning stuff-  have you ever seen Till Debt do us part?  I like Gails theories on budgeting, so I'm doing it. Ive been single for 3 years now and I'm not getting any closer - so if I have to plan my life alone I need to get on track. 
So here are my steps that I'm taking so far for my goals - I just got some mason jars, I wrote out my budget and waiting for Friday pay day to get started, everything will be paid in cash except for the things that are already pre authorized.
As for the weight loss, I go to the gym - so operation get a trainer starts tomorrow!
Cross your fingers, and lets hope this works!