Ok so today is Tuesday, and its already started, I have my trainer on Friday and I am so pumped. Plus Im soon going to start the Isagenix program I can not wait!
A part of me is hoping that I make sure that this works, I want to kick it to my stupid ass Big Brother... who is constantly putting me down, especially when it comes to my weight! Meanwhile he's like pushing 300 pounds I mean really your going to put me down??? He's a douche anyways, no idea what the hell his problem is, its like he's so unhappy with his life that he has to make everyone else unhappy. Enough is enough really. Not to mention so socially retarded...you know he likes to think he's funny and says the stupidest things but really he's not. You think him being 34 years old he would grow the hell up, but nope! And of course he cant tell me what his problem is, he just has to constantly put me down! I'm tired of it. I'm also tired of no one saying anything, I know I can stand up for myself, but really it would be nice for others to stand up for me as well. Its the worst feeling in the world, when he's making me feel so bad about myself and everyone just sits there and listens to it. But he's a bully its like everyone else is afraid to say something to him..... but I'm hoping that his voice in the back of my head will keep me motivated to stick to my goal....I dont get it, he's like worst than a woman with his mood swings, last year he was find with me, even when Kris and I broke up he told me he was happy that I ended things, when I bought his car he wanted to make sure I had enough money to get home...and now Thanksgiving and Christmas he starts to make me feel bad about myself....
Im not trying to make others feel bad about it, Im just ranting this is what a blog is for! He bothers me. What in the world could I have possibly of done to make him hate me so much?
misery loves company!
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