This week has been a alright week for me, Im just feeling really wierd lately. A big mix of emotions and I dont really know how to take it. I feel on edge and really want to blow up. Im feeling let down by a friend of mine and feeling like she's pushing me away. John has been great on letting me vent, but we are still brand new and Im feeling guilty on venting about everything to him. Sometimes I'm feeling alone and cant really talk to anyone about what Im feeling, seems like everyone is way too busy to even listen. This isnt a great feeling either, its a rather lonely dark feeling.
I saw my trainer twice this week, she kicked my butt Wednesday night and today. I was so tired on Wednesday that I just crashed early cause of the workout she made me do. She's going to help me train for a 5k for the end of May! I wanted to do one in the fall, and she was like why wait? You can do one at the end of May and I will run with you! I'm so excited for this! So we are starting the training for it. Im feeling more motivated now, and cant wait! I want to proove it to myself that I can do this.
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